Ambuyat semangkuk agung

Mouth watering. I know.

lauk liking and kulit ayam goreng

prep stuff

all the good stuff

just look at that kepala salmon!

and yes, I'm in Scotland. Though it did feel like I was back home for a meal. Food glorious food.

Lingers around like a tail...

The feeling of being broke is exhilarating. It has this edgy feel to it. Frustrated, angry, depressed.. all these feelings jumbled in a container waiting to explode. But there's always the good side of every bad thing. We can go window shopping with a strong reason. :D Let me emphasize "window" shopping.

I just returned today. Back to my nest. Feels great but I definitely miss everyone. It feels different. Staring at the cars, the buses roaming around in reach of a destination. If only I knew where my destination is. I have my project to worry about. I guess the deadlines are my destinations.

On the note: Now that you're gone, I can see how much I need you.

I demand for holiday!

Yesterday, Embedded Systems (ES) was killing me! Now I'm going to kill it! Whatever that means.
You know it's so easy to write 10 pages of something you understand, than write a line of something you not have the slightest clue about.

So, now we have two pdf files on M68000 and another two on StrongArm. Note that these ebooks total up to 400 pages. The assignment; describe and compare. In other words, write crap as long as it's about these two microprocessors. Four to six pages. I'll choose four. Owh crap!~

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rocks. Sing with me!

Ya Allah! Help me. This assignment is just impossible~

The whole clan. I kinda forgot to put in my previous previous post.

Wagamamamamamam..

Lameness is slowly dissipating through the thin air. Now I totally recommend "Enchanted". Whoever you are. Do I even know you? How did you manage to get a hold my blog's address? Well leave a comment then. It's interesting to know who's really reading my blog.

Anyhoots, back to the movie of the year, well at least "my" movie of the year. Love it, love it, love it.


How do you know he love's you? How do you know he cares~

Ahh.. a nice dinner. Finally! Wagamama babeh. Repeat after me. "Wagamamawagamamawagamamawagamamawagamama". Fun aye? Lame.. Lam-er more~

Seafood Ramen~

Scrumptious!

Fax nice shot! Talk about candid~

Itadakimas!

Yi li why you order chicken! Cannot share leh~

Wa! Chocolate fudge cake with wasabi! Stop staring. It's mine!

Some chilli fried ramen thingiemajiggy.

Sugardaddy for the night. Keke.

Say "ramen"

It's amazing how unplanned stuff are far more exhilarating than those that are preplanned.

A weekend in London.

Merely an experience.

What ever happens in life, happens for a reason. I take what ever happened in life as education. An education that will last a lifetime.

A simple life seems idle, but what is there to a simple life? A life without challenge, without risk, without consequences. Meaningless I must say. I like to take life lightly, but there are times when some matters need serious attention. Maybe love, maybe work.. who knows.

I'm just not a rules type of girl.

Two weekends ago, can't remember exact dates. Was it the 2nd or 3rd of December? Well anyway, went down to London to meet the King and members of the royal family. It was awesome, a very adventurous and exciting weekend. Best part was definitely meeting up with old girlfriends.

with Syeedah.

with Amal.

with the girls.

with the guys.

Sh*t

It was suppose to be over. But sh*t happens. I guess all I can say for now is to be mature. Whatever mature means.

My new life

After god knows whatever happened.... I'm proud to announce that I'm now casted in a new chapter of my life... and it's just awesome.

The new stuff.. check it out! Can't wait for the guys to show off their numbers.

Really I'm just posing here.

Don't ask.

I just lurve this amp!!!!

Bring up the noise boys!

oh my oh my

I can't believe it!.. left the blogging realm since like forever..

Anyhoots.. I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(by popular demand.. huahuahuahua...)

Hmm let's just say I was living a soap opera for the past two months or so.

To be continued....

Durian!!!!!!!!!

Durian.. nyum nyummm! It's been a long long longgggggg time since I last had "real" durian (and blog. It's been like 2 months since my last update. wow~). Most of the local durians just don't fit my flavour. Ahuks.

And so, as usual, the very un-updated moi was the last to know about fidz! Urgh.. I feel so blur and blunt. Like, in the middle of our lunch at TPH, the clueless slash blind slash ignorant moi asked, "so u guys and fidz joined spanish class.. rite?. How was it?". (DOINK!) The reply goes: "G!~ Inda ko tau kah". (A big "?" above me). *blink blink* in disbelieve. Tapi cool on the outside. God knows what was going on in my mind.. and heart.. and mind. Then the heart. Watever. And so the story continues. The clueless, ignorant moi continued lunch as if nothing happened. Tapi dalam hati.. dushhhhhhh.. whattaheww.. What do I have to say?. Well guess what. I know fidz. I know she'll get through this. It might not go as smooth as the breeze at Tungku beach (what?), but I know she'll get through it. Come on pepz!, it's fidz. The mighty girl next door *winks winks all the way*. You have my prayers babe. Muahz muahz. I know I'm the last so I'll save all the lovey dovey sappy lame all sayings, poems and motos. ;-p

Huhuhuhu.. Believe it or not. I almost forgot about my bff's birthday. Jessiqua darling.. gomenasai!!!! *slap my forehead*.


Last nite was just unbelievably fun! Hahah.. Yes kaka M, last nite was splendid. There was a minute event going on over at aunt's place and it was pouring heavily! So my girls and I were out with our umbrellas (which didn't quite served it's purpose of shielding us against the rain) offering "umbrella services" to the ladies and gentlemen that attended (i.e. guests). It was practically nothing more than a perfect excuse to play with the rain! Hahha.. And so we were wet top to toe, well with minor exceptions, such as the face. *blink blink* (There goes my mascara). Talk about.. "Singing in the rain~" and "Under my umbrella.. ella~ ella~".. You know the rest of the lyrics.


I'm sleepy!!! I hope tomorrow will work out as planned!. Summer don't leave me so soon!!!!!

Hmm... I don't know why.. but I can't get a title for this blog entry. I mean I have one in mind. It's just that the box thingymejiggy for typing in the "title" doesn't seem to accept any input. Wtheyyll..

ANyhoots...... HIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe :D... Did u miss me? U did? Oww.. how touching.. Though I could sniff some sarcasm in your tone. Fine! Don't miss me!. Just love me. :-p

Jokes lagi kah? Hsshh.. adang eh.. Relakkkzzz duluzz.. Oh btw, I just came back from the dentist and my dentals are bleeding. Ouch, I know. My laptop is in Singapore getting it's manicure and pedicure (tearing my hair out!). It takes almost 2 hours to download iTunes in Brunei, so my ipod's pretty empty. It's amazing how useless an ipod can be when it's empty. Muahahhaa.. Urgh.. life just couldn't get any wor.. *ehem*, I mean "BETTER".

Doctor: "Ada masalah with your teeth?"
Me: "Inda plang. Just the regular check up. Tapi doc, cam my gigi ani teshifted sikit."
Doctor: "Iakah? Well let's see. Say "Aaaaahh..!""
Me: I didn't say anything. I just opened my mouth and flared off my pearly not so white teeth.
Doctor: "Hmm.. They seem stable to me. Inda jua apa apa bah. In fact your teeth are in pretty good condition."
Me: "Izzit??? Wassuppp doc." Just kiddin! I didn't say that. I said: "Oh ok. Hmm.. but the teeth yang dapan ani cam menyenget sikit. Inda kah? macam maybe ada wisdom teeth pushing or somthing"
Doctor: "Capizz ko.. ku inject ko karang!" kidding again. She didn't say that. "Well they're pretty solid (while she knocks and presses my front teeth). I don't think you need to worry. But let me just measure it." She measures using a ruler. "Ok it's now 0.4 mm apart (difference between upper teeth and lower teeth). So on your next appointment, I'll remeasure it."

...Cleaning and grinding session in progress. 10 minutes later...

Me: "Orite. Thankz doctor!" Though I was hoping for a some stickers or some sugar-free peppermints. *sigh*.
Doctor: "Ok. Just maintain those teeth."

Moral of the story: Jangan cari pasal sama doctor. Habis ngingis gusi ku uleh nya.

So I'm back in Brunei.. haha batah.. Like bangas.
It feels gooooodd to be home. Though it took a couple of days to adjust to society (i.e. my humongous family). So many newbies. Newbies = new babies. Muahahahahha..

I haven't been online since I left Glasgow. That's like end of May. So went around Europe for a couple of weeks. Venice then Berlin. Both spots were full of surprises. I just lurvedddd it. I love travelling. I love observing the lives of others. It's amazing how we live in different parts around the world, but look up at the same sky everyday. Me and my philosophical thoughts. Just ignore me. Muahahhaa... Jet lagged pakah masih aku anie.

Toodles!

Hello panda

Before I start my tale of Hello Panda Bear, let me whine about my fudging kelinking!!! It fudging hurts.. hiks.. hiks.. Have you ever woken up one lovely morning, and discover that you have a sumpak kelingking? Blegh..

Sorry if I spoilt your appetite. :-D (That was part of the plan *evil laugh*).

The tale of a heroic Hello Panda

Once upon a time in far far away land known as Mesa de la Oji, lived a nameless, jogging panda called.. hello! nameless. nameless.. no name bah.. no name.. no name...

On his pit stop, a monster "thing" sneaked up behind him.. and he screamed, "Ahhh.. Uhhhh.. hantu kah apa nih?.. Boh apakan ku.."..


And before he could finish his sentence, the "thing" grabbed him gently.. eh salah.. fiercely. Yet, a smile laid on his face. (cana jua...).


Under a spotlight, another "thing" came (kambar nya kali.. si "thing" 2).. They held him tight.. and yup.. the hello panda is still smiling.


His yelling and taunting finally paid off when a tentera appeared from the dark forest. Jeng jeng jeng.. steady panda seekong ah.. siap ngan driver golf lagi tu. Setahi..


The evening sunlight shone on them, enlighten them... giving them strength and wisdom.. Then the leader spoke out (in a minnie mouse squeaky tone), "let him go! You midget!"..(uhhuh.. look who's talking)..

The "thing" is mute.. so he replied.. His mute. Hello.. M U T E.. mute.. mute bah mute.. So he replied.. IN SIGN LANGUAGE... "No way!.. Muahahahah..kepala hotak engkaw.."

The hello panda discussed amongst themselves.. "shshhss shsh hhshs.." (Hello panda language bah.. ) which translates to, "aiks.. pandai cakap melayu monster nya.. cuba bagi salam.. Islam kali..".. So they whispered .. "one.. two.. three.. GO!".. (shouted with all their heart)...."Assalamolekomzzzzz~~~".

The hello panda held hostage was so exhilarated when he saw his friends. "Wa'alaikumsalamz frenzz... its about time!".. Sibuk sibuk tia jua kan menyaut.. Tapi hostage masih.


All of the sudden.. the "thing" senyum. (In sign language). And he spoke.. in sign language again.. which translates to..(indirect translation nie.. bukan babel fish).. "Auw bah.. aku tu beibun saja.. kekeke.. nah ambil chia balik kawan mu ah.. inda nyaman.. aku suka perisa strawberry.. Kamu ani puak chocolate.. "

And so the hello panda returned to his village safe and sound.

The end.

Cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata. Tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup, yang mati, yang balum lahir, yang reincarnated. :-p

If you're curious.. background nya atu.. notes "Operating System". Masa ku take a break while revising. Testuck bah utak ku.. input buffer overloaded. Apa lagi.. buat lah ceta.

Director: Oji
Casting By: Oji
Production: Oji Sdn inda berhad.

Touch me ouch.

Hahaha.. Uiiiiiiiii I like!.. Thankz ka Mmngz for the fabulousssss tribute.. Kwekwekwe.. Want some potato pakai jacket?? Nada mozarella cheese... kurang umph.. ~ ah well... I can't wait to eat your cookingzz.. *drooling sampai banjerrr*.. keke


and this is my lunch/dinner.. chicken kebab ala UK... (pita kebab brunei!! sia sia pun *pointing my forehead, my nose, my mouth*).. Inda ku tehabiskan masa lunch.. recycle lah masa dinner.. hahaha.. I so love the colour of the pickle.. Nyaman bah usulnya.. tapi inda ku makan.. hahhaha.....



Exams are driving me cuckooo. After a whole 2 days of Operating System smackdown, I couldn't sleep the night before the exam! Macam cacing panas!!! Toleh kanan toleh kiri.. golek golek cam ayam panggang.. *nyaman tu eh*.. anyway besides that, the point is.. hahaha.. pokok pangkalnya, I finally dozed off like around quarter to 6.. and before I was totally of indulging my lala land.. tick.. tock.. tick.. la la la la~~ goes my alarm!!! Fudgeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Blegh.. mau inda mau.. bangun saja tah.. apakanz.. inda sampai sejam pun ku tidoo.. mentallllll~~


Apanya si kawan.. first paper was a walk in the park.. My buttocks!!.. full of illusion.. ahahha. You wanna know what the side effects of sleep deprivation and after-exam postmortem looks like:

Result:

• Legs crossed on the table
  
• hugging harriz..
  
• watching Elfen lied.. nonstop bloodshed.. not to mention nudity. (i see the guys googling the keyword "Elfen lied" already).. *rising one eyebrow, stroking chin* :-p

Fruits anyone?

I 've been craving for fruits. So voila.. my fruit salad.. Colourful bah.. I couldn't resist taking a shot .

Ingredients:

3 biji strawberries
1/3 of a green apple (shiny ones)
3.44 grapes (red ones)
3.56 green grapes (seedless)

Technique membuat:

chop up the fruits sesuka hati. (n.b: jangan pakai lasung.. bau blacan tia). Pour some of your favourite sauce or syrup. E.g. maple syrup (my personal fav), honey, yogurt, kicap or chilli maggi... kidding kidding.. Ada ni karang org lurus bendul. kekeke.

Itadakimas!!





woisssssssssshhhhhhhhh.. I'm so tired!

I just had the most important conversation!. haha.. Nothing important.. It's just that it was a chat with my bestfriends. I love you both so much Fion n Xiqua!

I've been jalaning quite a lot for the past couple of days. Stress kali. keke.

Waaaaaaaaa... got so many things to do. I want moreeeeeee time. I want to study.. I want to draw.. I want to stitch.. I want to knit.. I want to cook.. I want to read the book I just bought from borders... and so on and so forth. My list of "I WANT TO" is practically endless..

Exam inda lagi batah, but I'm still lazing around. The book is so addictive! I can't stop... waaaa help me!.. Ayudame!! Picked up a book titled 'From my sisters' lips' by Na'ima B. Robert. One word--> Fantabulous!. I know there's no such word.. well there is.. hehe.. :D

I'll probably write a review on it once I finish reading. That is, if I ever do. Which I will.. eventually. Exams are clogging my social activities!! It's like I have 3 weeks to fret about my exams.. when there's only 3 papers to whine about. Urgh.. talk about a span of time! But i'm not complaning or anything.. just whining. Feels good to whine.. doesn't it girls?. :-P

Dazzling.. you wanna see my unicorn kah. Nah for u and the girlz.. :

My Vaio. My Frenz.

Katil ku masa ani meriah. I have several friends occupying some space. I've got 4 keldai, an itik (aka si Yellow), a rabbit.. sounds like a farm... i know.. then there's Harriz the teddy bear, elephant.. macam zoo lah *glancing at my toys. Rising up my left eyebrow like Ziana zain*. I think that's about it.. oh yeah how can I forget.. My big dragon/unicorn.. si Purple.

cute lah!!... No no.. not the guys. I meant the rabbits. Keke.

I just finish cleansing my vaio. With the aid of some cotton balls, two expired subway tickets and a spill of water.. my vaio is now super-shiny. Why the subway tickets? --> to dig out all the habuks and uras in between the celahs of the keyboard and touchpad and punats punats..

Tick tock tick tock..pikir bomb.. rupanya my watch! Skadar~~ I don't know how my watch landed next to my right ear when I woke up this morning. EEeeeeeeeee... I like spring!! The pokokz outside my window are sooo GREEEEENNNNNNNN!!!

I'm menjahiting (cross-stitching to be exact) a rabbit with some poppy flowers. It's a present for my freeenn.. It's looking great.. I think *scratching my forehead, just above the corner of my right eye*. Selena is dragging me to the movies in like an hour and a half. So I have to get ready within and hour or so.. I don't know why but I'm kinda sleeeeeeeeepyyyyyy... kkkerrrrrrrhhhhh... But still I wanna go watch Painted Veil.

Deathnote

L des.. Urgh Deathnote. Someone get me off the hook! L is just so the very hoteee... Yeah yeah.. I'm nuts.. fallin for an anime character. There's just sumthin about him..

Ahh.. finally... a good movie. "Next": Nicholas Cage and Jessica Biel... Ttsszz... Sizzless... *licks the tip of my "burned" finger*.. 2 minute overlook of the future can make life so much simpler.. or not. But hey, 2 minutes is better than none. If I was to have such powerzz.. hmm.. probably I'll stop myself from falling down the ditch.. and pricking my finger.. and papercutting my chin.. Things that I can run away from or undo within 2 minutes.. Stop. Don't bother reflexing. Think. Rewind 2 minutes ago. Relive. Nice~~~

The treadmill is killing my back!! But I just lurveeeeeeeeeee the part of exercising called "stretching".. Fuuwwwwhhh....... I just lurvvvveeeee all the stretching and bending and flexing.. but it's only worth when you start it off with a heavy workout. Hence the treadmill run.. Anything that keeps me sweaty babehh.. *stretching my back.. I'm getting old*.. Don't worry, I always get a good, steamy rinse after... with loads of sweet scented soap and lemon flavored face scrub..

No more bl**dy fr*ekin assignments.... though I need to touch up a bit on my blog... no no.. not this blog.. my blog that I created from scratch. One more demo on monday.. Hope it goes well *fingers knotted in a twisted way*.. Then exams... Blerghhhh..

Urghhh

kusut kusut~ kusut sekusut-kusutnya..

It's like 8:45 jam bunai and hmm.. jap (I'm calculating..).. 1:45 am jam UK. I seriously feel lost this semesterrrr..... banarrrrrrr.. Makin sikit subject, makin malas.. haha. Biasalers.

What keeps me relaxed? Anything but uni-related work. Yup, even emptying the rubbish bin is relaxing. Hahaha. I have this habit of messing my room so that I have something to do (i.e. clean-up). I know I'm weird. Haha.. We all are.. so face it!

I cook out of boredom. I clean-up out of boredom.. It's all part of my distress therapy. Cause even more stressful than uni-work----> doing absolutely nothing. Doing laundry, doing the dishes, vacuuming the carpet, folding up my just-tumble dried clothes, rearranging my bed along with all my dolls (my teddies and my eeyores!!).. hmm what else?.. oh yeah, folding my clothes (i said that twice cause i just love folding my clothes.. don't ask~) , eating apples, eating cookies, fiddling with my nokia, pluggin my ears with my ipod (it's the earpiece that get's plugged in.. not the ipod itself.. keke), soaked up with Filipino drama "Sana'y wala nang wakas", finishing off "Deathnote" at night, listening to crappy un-updated music, gym, shower, pray (the praying times are totally off the chart.. I mean isya at 11++pm.. not that i'm complaining or anything.. I always sleep late anyway..), staring at the dark sky... I think that's about it.

I'm such a slow eater.. I should call myself "slow-eater". I can take an hour just to finish an apple. It makes no difference if I concentrate on my food or talk while I eat. Hmmmmmm... Ok back to work..! *sigh*

OS

Sometimes.... sometimes. Sometimes it's better if we just let the guys do the job. Especially when it comes to Operating System and System Software coursework. Haha.. what we're you thinking? Naughty naughty..

So now duolulu is going to start his speech on "how to do soalan pertama". And after just 34 seconds, he goes blabbering about something else. Typical him! Some tips: when you talk to duolulu make sure he drank his cup of tea or swallowed his entire meal.. coz he just can't concentrate when there's something edible around!

Okay I think I better press punat "seriusss". I desperately need it.

Urgh.. this baka duolulu can't understand this sentence!: "Can you please wait until I publish it before you read it."

CS + cousin si Oji a.k.a sal a.k.a saleha a.k.a salwa a.k.a kasit @ Nando's ...
Ayamm nyumm nyummmm.....

Em hai ye ma~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

Yuhuuu~~

Woo hoooooooooo!


It's been like eonssss since I last tulis in my blog. Haha. Just kidding.

Hmmm. What an easter. In a blink of an eye, it disappeared. Fuwwhhhh.... My last couple of weeks were probably the most hectic. Celebrated Maulud Nabi the night we were gonna leave for Paris.. Oui Monseuir! (Did i get the spelling right??). Anyhoots, after Paris, stayed in London for a couple of nights then back to Glasgow. Waaaaaa..... capek banget loh!

I couldn't help it! I just had to post this picture!!... hahahahhaha... They were nasyid-ing btw... and trust me.. they sound good! Macam Hijjaz gitu.. kekeke.

And this.. I just can't explain.. Ustazahs yo!

Selena!!! Don't cry for me Disneyland~~.. Hahhaa.. auw bah auw bah...

Impossible yet possible

If what I've heard today is true, then all I can say is life is unfair..

Mengharap cinta yang tak mungkin...
Perlukah aku teruskan?
Mampukah aku berhenti?
Oh Tuhan, berikan aku jawapan...

- W.D

[Semua text adalah rekaan semata-mata. Tiada berkenaan dengan yang hidup mahupun yang mati].

Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why wait till I fall deep into the pit hole? Now you're the one who's shutting the doors.